|Posted by Terrie (Nana) on March 19, 2017 at 7:25 PM||comments (0)|
Happy heavenly 18th Birthday Cameron.
We only have a picture now,
A frozen piece of time,
To remind us of how it was,
When you were here, and ours.
How much we miss you being here,
We really cannot say,
The ache is deep inside our heart,
And never goes away.
The angels came and took you,
That really wasn't fair,
They took a son and grandson,
Our future, To watch you grow,
If only they had asked one of us,
We would have taken your place,
I would have done so willingly,
Leaving you this world to explore in your own way
You should have had so many years,
To watch your life unfold,
And in the mist of this,
Watch your Mum and us grow old!
I hope you're watching from above,
And know so many people love and miss you.
Keep safe our darling we love you very very much.
|Posted by Terrie (Nana) on October 20, 2015 at 10:30 AM||comments (0)|
October 20th 2015. marks the 5th Angle -versary of my grandson, Cameron. It is unimaginable that he has been gone that long. Life has continued to go on while I feel frozen in place. Days have come and gone, and yet I feel like nothing has changed. Over the last five years my family/friends have gotten married, (Lorraine included ) had babies, gotten new jobs, found new boyfriends, and bought houses. My crowning accomplishment is that I woke up every day and I got out of bed. Seriously? That is my accomplishment? That is all I have achieved? I guess I should see it as surviving, but I have a sneaking suspicion that my aspirations should be higher than just getting by. I will get by because of my amazing daughter Lorraine, has lost so much and still aims to give jj the best she can and get through life in the only way she can. Don't ever judge.
Whether we like it or not, five years has passed. Five whole years without the person who gave my daughter life meaning and filled my heart with unimaginable amount of love. So how am I supposed to acknowledge this day? How are any of us, supposed to recognize this day for what it stands for? For most of us this day signifies one of the absolute worst days of our entire lives, filled with loss and devastation, questions that can never truly be answered. So how should this day be spent? I wish I had the answer, any answer, but I think every single one of us must slowly live our way into our own answers.
|Posted by Terrie (Nana) on September 18, 2015 at 4:50 PM||comments (0)|
I was delighterd to see deal or no deal raising money for South West Scotland tonight £26,000 woo hoo they so deserve every penny.
|Posted by Terrie (Nana) on July 28, 2015 at 8:05 AM||comments (0)|
Dear Jade Bushell and to all those involved I want to express my appreciation for your generosity in support of [http://www.chsw.org.uk/charlton-farm ]. Your personal commitment was incredibly helpful and allowed us to reach our goal. Your assistance means so much to me but even more to [Charlton Farm]. Thank you from all of us.
|Posted by Terrie (Nana) on June 23, 2015 at 2:25 PM|
Elsa and Olaf will be running a family fun day to raise money for charlton farm childrens hospice and the royal Marsden hospital on Sunday 19th July 2015
There is going to be lots going on for the children, inflatables outside dj, bbq, raffle, games more will be added which need to be confirmed.
Come and meet queen elsa and olaf, who would be very grateful if you could pop in to make any donation will be a great day not just for the kiddies but adults too.
click on recent photos to see detail:
|Posted by [email protected] on October 20, 2014 at 7:20 AM||comments (0)|
|Posted by Terrie (Nana) on July 27, 2014 at 7:30 PM||comments (0)|
Another great example of the lengths Charlton farm children's hospice goes too. Star war characters visited the hospice. All Donations make this support possible.I have uploaded a photo for you all to see.
|Posted by Terrie (Nana) on March 18, 2014 at 8:30 PM|
Happy birthday, Cameron!
We really wish you were here.
We have to be content to hope that
You are having a good time
Up there in heaven
With all the other angels,
And that you're having a big, wonderful party.
That thought always makes us smile....for a second....
And then we go back to missing you
And wishing you were somehow here again
So that we could give you hugs
You're always in our hearts and thoughts....
Until we see you again in heaven.
|Posted by Terrie (Nana) on March 16, 2014 at 10:35 AM||comments (0)|
When child loss occurs, our lives stop. For a long, long time we wander around aimlessly and without purpose. Sure, we know that others need us, but we often don't have the energy to face each new day because we are so engulfed in sorrow. It's impossible to explain when we say "I miss my child so much that my heart is breaking." But, the heartbreak is real, and our hearts never fully recover from child loss. How could our hearts and lives ever feel completely whole again when such a big part of our heart is missing?
|Posted by Terrie (Nana) on March 16, 2014 at 10:30 AM||comments (0)|
You flew away on that beam of light,
the day god asked for your precious life.
A smile will pass across my face when i think of you in that special place.
Everytime the sun shines down i know it's you wiping away my frown.
The years will pass my sadness will not,
for you my darling CAMERON will never be forgot.x
Writtern by Majella Brooks